Mommy Dearest

Mommy Dearest

Mommy Mommy!
I love you!
I hate you , I hate you !
I love you, but I can't stand you,
I don't need you...

Oh mommy dearest,
slowly killing me on the inside,
emotionally wearing me out.

You're worthless,
You aren't shit!
You will never amount to anything.
You...
You disgust me...

But then I hear the words,
"I love you..."
I know you mean it,
but it doesn't feel like it.

Oh mommy dearest,
slowly killing me on the inside,
emotionally wearing me out.

A mother is supposed to,
love and support her daughter!
Be best friends with her daughter!
But it seems as if you hate me,
your daughter.

I don't see you, ever!
Why don't you cheer me one?
Why don't you care?
Why don't I see you there?

Oh mommy dearest,
slowly killing me on the inside,
emotionally wearing me out.

Why can't you support my decisions?
Whether you like them or not!
You're supposed to support me,
and be there for me!
No matter how bad it might hurt...

And it may sound funny,
or even crazy,
but I feel as if my father,
is slowly but surely filling the space as a mother figure,
as well as remaining my father,
Because he is the man who has been there for me,
and supported me and my decisions,
from day one,
no matter how bad,
or how much he disagreed!
He had always been there for me!

Oh mommy dearest,
slowly killing me on the inside,
emotionally wearing me out.

But it shouldn't be like that!
Because in the end,
you're still my mother,
and I'm still your daughter,
and you should stop making me wish you gave me up,
and start loving me for me!

Oh mommy dearest,
slowly killing me on the inside,
emotionally wearing me out.